闲人

For the somewhat many years I have been in Australia I have resisted the urge to learn their accent as it seems to me somewhat pretentious, I mean not the accent itself but for a foreigner to abandon his own way of speaking in favor of someone else's. I still think that way, however the accent ("G'die mite") has to be differentiated from the necessary emphasis that needs to be placed on certain syllables in a word, or certain words in a sentence. These emphases give feeling and a richer meaning to a statement. Malaysians and Singaporeans tend to have a comparatively flatter tone of speaking english, however by virtue of the various decorations we add to the end of our sentences (I'm sure most of us can detect the subtle differences in meaning conveyed by come lah, come leh and come lor) we still have a sufficient amount of information conveyed in our speech. These gems of meaning lose their function outside of the country however, and what remains is probably insufficient for good communication. 好像没有阴阳上去的华语一样吧。

The same goes with internet communication. Even the best of writers have their italics, their capitals, their bold letters, their she screamed he exclaimed it mumbled, and yet most of the time we just have our generic emoticons.

又过一年了吗？发生了不少事啊，作了不少改变。

今天的主题是主题。每个人无形中都会寻找一个属于自己的主题，或者说，往一个理想的自己迈进吧。我的生命到此的主题，我想就是：强。并不是说我很强还是怎么的，只是在朝一个这样的理想迈进而已。

一直都被强者吸引。温柔的人也是强，只有强的人能在这样的世界保持自己的温柔。保持自我的人也是强，强的人才能不顾外界的压力坚持己见。镇定的人也是强，一方面能够镇定是一种强的表现，另一方面冷静的思考更能生产有效的力量。 这样的人让我知道强不是比别人强，而是一种以自己为标准的衡量。我远比不上他们的温柔，自我，冷静，适应，只能以他们为典范找出自己的强处吧。

嗯，你的主题是什么呢？

已经很久不喜欢把一大堆不相干的歌queue在winamp里了。好像吃东西一样吧，一直吃一样的会腻，参在一起的料配得不好会搞砸那盘菜，上菜的顺序不对会影响感觉，这样子吧。没能力去配一个感觉完整的playlist，所以都一个专辑一个专辑地听歌。好的专辑听了就好像心灵被洗涤了一样。

世界存在着好与不好的一面，就好像你我的心里一样。你可以抗拒邪恶欲望的支配，但你不能否定这些欲望的存在。你可以了解世界的丑恶，但你不必跟随丑恶的人潮。

就是这样吧。

老师说了这么一句话。相信吧，相信自己做得到应该做得到的事。

不知不觉也过了半个学期。人就算刻意地让每一天都一样，也会发生一些突发的事情，更何况很少人会这样刻意地约束自己。至少，对于未来充满可能性的年轻人来说，是这样的吧。

喜欢每天品尝一小块一小块的创意，短短的故事，漫画，动听的歌曲。奇怪的思想。

保险丝，只要承受得住，就会日以继夜地承担着电力。当需求多余它的能力所能负担，就烧毁，幻灭。 每个人都是这样，活着然后死去。

在夏天听了会觉得心里凉爽的歌。听听Rie Fu 吧。