闲人

人，是怎么决定要如何去过自己的生活的。在什么时候，少数幸运，或者有天分，或者异常努力的人除外，屠宰自己的梦想向现实低头。有人说爱情不要将就，不要委曲求全。宁缺勿滥。

而生活呢？生活呢？！

经常都会因为各种因素牵制而让无限量的可能性变得有限。被有形无形的各种力量束缚着。

尝试去找一些美丽的事物吧。比如说音乐和诗，也是因为某种局限才显得优美。

The night grows quiet as sleep falls upon each living being, save the uni students. In the final hours before sunset, I struggle to search for something satisfying before I go to bed. So I blog.

Life tends to find it's own balance. When your life is fraught with disasters little respites bring you relief. When it's a bed of roses, normalcy feels hard to bear. At the end of the project lies a little satisfaction and yet, also a little emptiness. Empty days filled with empty time. Or is it the emptiness of a life occupied by one cycle after another, project after project, followed by completion, followed by emptiness, followed by the endless search of something that you think would be sufficient after the last satisfaction turned out to be too brief, too small.

Someone said he wants a goal which he can never achieve, so he has something to work towards until he dies. I... want the same.

So we toil.